I have seen an amazing example of what it means to Trust in the Lord.  I actually have seen two.Both cases deal with couples who trusted that God would bless them with babies.  They trusted even in the face of the devastation of miscarriages.  However, they realized even within those loses that their child was alive in Heaven, but more so they trusted and God has given both of these couples more than one baby.  The blessings that come from our God is amazing and always in his timing.  It is so hard for me to grasp his timing because I always want the instant gratification.  I want the magic wand effect on my life, unfortunately that is not reality and the quicker I realize that trusting in the Lord means living in His Will daily the sooner I will experience his peace in my life.  I have come to realize that I do not have peace because I choose not to, it is almost as if I keep myself ready to run even when I do something to glorify him.  I think it is so weird that I feel like running when God is doing something good in my life.  Now don’t get me wrong, Jesus is my life and the blessings are constant, but I keep myself in turmoil.  I want to have the faith of a mustard seed, like these two couples did.  They had fear, anxiety and doubt, but ultimately their faith in Christ led them past that, they allowed Jesus to carry those burdens for them and then trusted that he was the Redeemer and Re-warder that he claims to be.  My life is changing and I feel myself maturing in Christ daily and I am longing for that peace and you know what I am going to Trust in My God with all of who I am and Trust that He will reward me with the Peace I desire from him.  I can tell you knowing Jesus is on your side and feeling him there is an amazing truth.  I am thankful and humbled that we have a Big God who loves us so much, he chooses to live life with us instead of waiting for us to get to him.  Thank you Papa for chasing after me and choosing me!

One Love, One King, All Christ!!