Who Am I?

This used to be a very hard question for me to answer. There are so many people who saw me in a certain light. However, for me I only saw the shadows and darkness. For most of my life I have looked past all the good that God has used me for and have only focused on my failures and creating my limits.  My success in life have only been truly half measured because I have held them to broken weak standards and to my own beliefs of myself.  I can only imagine what life will be like to live with a flawless self image! An image we can live by and a reality that is at the end of our breath when we speak in faith.  My facade has been a good one in my eyes… Always allowing those closest to me to think I was strong and had it under control.  Using Jesus as a cover and not a Savior. Turning to the darkness and addictions to truly make it in life. The craziness for me and so many like me is I started believing I wasn’t worth anything from a very young age. Parents, especially dad’s just know Words and Actions matter!!!  My mask was good enough to get by in life. 

Now today, as of January 26, 2017 I can answer this question truthfully with no doubt. While I’m learning to live it moment by moment, I am blessed and highly favored, a Child, A Son of the One True God, YHWH, with a Savior who paid for ALL my brokenness and The Holy Spirit who embraces me.  I’m learning to turn from the flesh and the lies that I have whispered to myself and have been whispered to me.  I shall put on the full armor of God, my battle is that person or that situation, No rather my battle is against all those things that are unseen that try and keep me leveled.  I have given those things power over me for 30 plus years.  I say today NO MORE for I will have unshakable self confidence.  I will fully believe in myself and trust and believe that anything I see happening for the Good of me will happen. All things are possible through Him and he promises to give what we ask for!!

Who Am I?

I am Anthony Fadelle 

I am a Son of the One True God, YHWH

I will Love the Lord My God with All My Heart, Soul, Mind and Strength. 

I will Love myself as I pour that love into my neighbor. 

I am blessed and highly favored, The Son of my Heavenly Father who can’t help but smile when He looks upon His Beloved Anthony! 

Amen and Amen 

One Love, One King, All Christ 

redeemer

R- Revered: because of His sacrifice

E- Ethical: because He only knows Truth

D- Dependable: because He is

E- Earnest: because He followed through

E- Effective: because I’m still alive

M- Merciful: because I shouldn’t be

E- Empowering: because I am weak

R- Restoring: simply because He LOVES ME

One Love, One King, All Christ!

it is God who avenges me!

As we enter into this world we immediately have an enemy.  The evil one locks in on every new born and begins his battle plan.  We live through life and experience the good and the bad, but for some reason, for all of us, our bad seems so dark.  It is true what is tough and scary for me may not even be a problem for you, but none the less its the same the other way around.  We all struggle, but not everyone knows how to fight, when it comes to this world and the prince of the air, as he is called.  I have always tried my way first when it has come to fighting the darkness of my world and as you can imagine I have lost horribly every time.  It is by God’s Grace that I am not dead or in jail.  It is by His Hand that I have been protected.  However, there is more to this and it is beautiful.  It is God who AVENGES me!  He not only protects, but God, Jesus and the Legions of Angels are at my call.  They are here to Avenge us, to fix the wrong doing thoughts and keep us close to them.

As humans, we can always seem to find trouble or trouble can find us.  We need an Avenger if you will…  It is out of Psalm 18 verse 47(a) that says: “It is God who avenges me.”  There is nothing more comforting, when we truly let God settle around us and Christ in us.  Stop trying to fight on your own, stop trying to get your get back, LET GOD AVENGE YOU!  Sit in His presence even when it doesn’t feel good.  It is in those moments that He moves from the side of us and to the front and the battle begins.  This is when as it says in Psalm 23:5(a)You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies! Listen to that, while the enemies of this world who are against us, both flesh and spirit are getting ready to pounce, YHWH says, when we allow Him to Avenge us, we can sit at the table and feast because our enemies will not come near us.  I have learned to trust God so much more this year but I long for the days when I can live without any doubt that God not only Loves me, but truly brings me peace as HE avenges me! Amen

One Love, One King, All Christ!