Well I know I have been missing on the writing front for the last few months, but I can tell you that the tragedy with Brett, which is a continued miracle to this day, and other factors, has me well lost in translation. I expected to hear this God voice that would let me know what the deal was, but as I was waiting for this voice, my dreams and desires were laid before me. I have run most of my life spiritually from who God has called me to be, for the simple reason that I wanted to sin, not just because it feels good, but it was who I believed I was. Now, here is where my spiritual maturity has finally kicked in. I am a Beloved son of the Most High God and that will never changed! Being lost, even when your found doesn’t make any sense, but it was a choice I made. I let the many things going on in my life, win. I let the burdens weigh me down to the point where I just wanted to be numb. Notice the problem, a whole bunch of “I”. Thankfully a group of young men and women kept me spiritually charged and joyful. They are a huge part of me not just turning tail and giving in. My heart is humbled by Christ, not only for what he has done for me, but what he does through me. He always amazes me, when I see people from my past who tell me what an impact I had on them through Christ, it doesn’t register until the words come out of their mouths. I have seen many boys who have become men, who when they have a chance thank me. I have come to realize I need not pray and look for what God has called me to do, because I am already doing it!! I am no longer lost in Translation.. That translation is I am a Beloved Son of The Almighty and in the Truth I shall fear no evil and HE will make my paths straight! forgive me for my absence, I do hope my friends, old and new, jump back into this relationship with Devoetry and we continue this journey together!
One Love, One King, All Christ!